Glimpse

Lots of glimpses i've had, glimpses of what lovers share.

Nothing the Gregorian language can describe this but the 'sense' language can.

Touching him is addictive, its like i cant get enough of it

His scent, that scent so sweet, clean, fresh.


My days are filled to your wordless banter, your hearty silent giggles and gurgles. 


When you are fussy, shedding baby tears, I kiss them away, giving you reassuring hums.

The sight of him is what I longed for all day, all night.


His smile, his gummy smile is so captivating, melting the recipient of the such blessing.


So I continue to glimpse, using any excuse to gaze at his cherub face.


Watching him sleep is like looking at a Masterpiece, God's best work yet.

New year resolution

The beginning of a new year, the start of ideas that only fit in 2010. I need to work on my weaknesses which were quite evident last year. I thought i stood for what i believed for and wanted out of life but sadly, i seemed busy worrying about offending others. This has hindered me from achieving lots of things. Jed was instrumental in highlighting this and for his sake and mine, i will work on it this year.

My relationship with my family is always peculiar, on the surface... wonderful but deep down we are strangers who share a name, bloodline and history. The key question i have now is, how do i become a friend to a parent who was nothing more than a parent for all my life? with all their control issues that i am slowly becoming weary of, i don't know how to meet my mother's expectation. how do you become a friend to someone who antagonizes you constantly?

A challenge i give myself, how can i use the knowledge i have gain thus far to help the youth face their demons?